who says?

There are 3 things we do alone, when we are born, we die, and if we are high school senior heading to college, we take the SPM 's. And while the test it says to measure our best traits, preparing for it inevidently brings out the worst. humality becomes self-doubt. Striving becomes obsession. some are driven to self medication and while others claim the security of being a part of the group. and anyone who use to bending the rules will find themselves breaking them. It's time for us to fill up our exam's sheets once again. Not applying for college, is not an option, and not getting into them would be a total embarassment...but i know a few girls who aren't going to let the pressure get them down. who says, we can't party till dawn, take our exams in the morning, shop in the afternoon, and make out with our bf till midnight? well, we can. and tht's the saddest part for u.

P.S , haven't you heard? N and i are back on.

you know you love me, chriss@xoxo

N?

yesterday was pretty awesome, im still abit hungover and yet i went to school. i have no idea what was i thinking?? maybe i felt this tiny part of responsibility? ya tht be it.
ok about the party, it was mainly drinking, chatting, gossiping, laughing and just lounging around. i can't even remembered the part where there's food to be dine. but anyhow, who needs food when u have a never ending flow of champagne? am i not right?
my bro had fun, he got lots of presents, tht's what i know.
but the headline topic is. how's C and his mysterious gf? turns out ppl, she didn't show up. i would have know, she wouldn't dare. she's a slut and a bitch like all the other girls who wants him because of his hotness, body and money of course. but wake up girls, he's not good enough for any of you. everyone was glad that nothing major, or social suicide happened. but despite all, how glad and happy i m., C is not. he's always the one who is there for me not the other way around cos he's much more care free, and happy, and cool about evrything. but when i saw him walking out to the balcony,just starring at the night, i know what was hiding in his mind. there's only one thing i can do, i hug him and whispered this 3 words, i love you. he look at me and smile. and he asked me, where's N? i said,. i don't know... As i was in my room alone, as I turn out the light,I'll put my phone down and maybeGet some sleep tonight. where are you in my heart now?

you heard it here

It's 2.16 am in the morning, and i still can't sleep. not tht i always sleep early, just tht this time is different. i m sleepy but i just can't sleep. hmmm. maybe im waiting for something i guess. but anyhow, tomorrow,actually today! is my brother's birthday, he's turning 6. i don't really adore him and all cos he's a pain in the ass, stuck up, arrogant, damn him, he is actually the male version of me. anyway, so i got him a psp for his birthday cos he gave away his DS to some boy tht i dunno,. i could care less. despite tht he's a pain in the ass, he is still my bro and a tiny little part of me still care. also, my parents throw him a party today, it was suppose to be held in this steak house in pavillion but it got cancel due to the unfortunate surprising event, my cousin is coming back home! (welcome back,C). and daringly he's bringing he's girl, or should i say he's future bride?? guess i'd be the 1st to know, wearing my new stilettos from blahnik and pair it up with a LBD(little back dress). as they said,fashion changes everything,. even down to your skimpy baby doll lingerie from Victoria secret. well, the bright side, there be alot of alcohol around and room service(it's a pent house btw). if there's a catastrophe ,atleast we have our ketel one vodka right beside us for companionship tht speaks loudly enough "in sickness or in health, till death do us apart". too bad
only the VVVIP is going. hmmm. looks like somebody trying to cover up all the nasty rumours.
why do you think, rumour started in the 1st place,J?. because it's the truth.


Perfect your pARTY small talk!!

A handy refresher course for all my fellow revelers. Enjoy!

1) You're cornered by a lecherous, badly dressed aspiring director who wants you to come back to his place for a private audition. Your response:

a) Dream on,perv

b) Why go to your place? Grab your video phone and meet me in the bathroom!

c) I'd be happy to, Mr,Director guy


2) While in the bathroom line, a portly,producer-type-fellow asks what you thought of his movie.
Your response:

a) I thought there were some casting problems- for example, the young ingenue could've had
more ingenuity-but it wasn't bad . . . .

b) The costumes were pretty, although my belief has always been that when it comes to
costumes,less is more.

c) Have you started your sequal yet?


3) A world famous,unbelievably handsome,internationally recognizable movie star asks you to
tango. Your response:

a) Tango? I'd rather go somewhere quiet, far from all these paparazzi.

b) Hold me close. Please,just hold me close.

c) I've always found that gay guys make the best dancers!


4) Some leggy startlet type strips and spills her fruity cocktail all over your new taupe suede
Sigerson Morrison ballet flats. Your response:

a) Nothing-you just hurl your drink in her face

b) My shoes! My pride and joy! My raison d'etre!

c) Screw it. I'll dance barefoot!


Done yet? Don't cheat

Okay, the answer to each one is C. Like you didn't know that.
See you tonight if your a VVVIP!


you know you love me,chriss@xoxo

.........

26 may 08( 2.44am)

N, "it kills me to know tht everytime when u talk about him, i know i could never be tht person to you"
C, "but i don't want you to,i don't want him, i want you"
N, "maybe it just not enough... i love you"
C, " i love you too,n"

27 may 08(11.53pm)

N, "where do u go when your lonely? where do you go when your blue, where do you go when your lonely? i will follow you"
C, "Dancing when the evening fell, Dancing with my wooden shoes,Dancing in my wedding gown, Dancing out on 7th street"
N, "Dancing with my little marriennate, are you happy now?"
C, "i love you"
N, "till death"

28 may 08(5.00am)

N, "wake up every monday,and suddenly its sunday and the week is gone"
C, "the sky turns grey, it drip silently, n there you are"
N, "where do you go when your lonely? i will follow you"
C, "And now, we can have everthing"
N, "walking down the aisle,radiant,beautiful,calm,spring,sunlight, and there you are"

kiss on the lips

and also. i m back and i got my allowance. talk about slow.! finally, my godfather bank in the money in the morning and my dad help me to take it out. well, normallly this money is mainly use for my luxury, my wants, my passion, my desire and all. so i m going to say, it finish off really fast. mostly buying stuff tht i don't need. but starting from now, i'm going to try saving a little i guess. but whatever. this time,i ask my dad to take out the full amount cos lazy wan to every week or a few days go to the boring old bank again and again.if only credit card is eligible for a 17 years old girl! damn. haven't counted yet how much. but u guess?

im baaccckkk!

hey ppl! just came back from singapore like..on sunday late morning. singapore can be very dull sometimes.especially for those who has been there for like 101 million times. anyway, saw chris, and he seems all right. normal, cheery,cool, as usual. well, at first he was shocked to find us there waiting for him in the lobby. but all the same, he's happy to see us, we are happy to see him. the main reason,for flying off to singapore in the 1st place was to try and make some sense into him. and we did. of course we did! but only for a few minutes during dinner time, cos the situation sort of got awkward. so we decided to change the subject. and ever since, we had fun! my aunt took off and went to visit her friends in singapore. while leaving me with my couz, we had fun but we didn't go out so much from the suite. for the whole day, i was hanging out in the suite, eating from the bar, drinking from the bar,throwing up from the bar,swim a little,sauna, steam bath.... alot actually. but i still had fun as i get to relax, and my couz is with me all the while. its been quite long since i last saw him,and bonded with him. so on sunday was really a bonding day for us. then in the night,during dinner time, he's asking us whether is it ok to invite his gf cos he wants us to meet her. we were like.. er.. we really have to go dear,or else we wil not catch our flight,maybe next time.. hell no, i want to meet tht girl. cos the last thing i want is as soon as i step my feet down in malaysia, ppl firing me with questions about her. tht is something they should acknowledge by themselves. and also, my ass didn't show up at school for like 2 days,yesterday n today, teacher will be wanting tht stupid letter and hopefully when i go to school tomorow,pls no more lecture as to why school is important! its so damn boring! next..


P.S , and Sam, he wants u to post his iphone to him in singapore. i dunno, u call him and ask. i'm just the messenger. you know you want to, chriss@xoxo

life sucks

well, lets see. recently purchased a victoria secret bag from the us. today just received it, and sadly the bag somehow doesn't compliments with my mood so i gave it away instead. charity work and bla and bla and bla u know. it's my my dad's idea anyway. moving on, nate on the other hand purchase the victoria's secret supermodel eau de parfume,body mist and lotion for my delight. and he gave me yesterday when he came over to my house. such a sweet guy. thanks bf! atleast, i'm happy with this item. and also, why can't the teachers leave me alone?!?! god! it is damn right my ass problem tht i do not want to go to school whenever i wishes. my dad is ok with it,he didn't even scold for heaven sake. he is just being a good father by making her daughter happy. i mean,is not like i don't study at home. i do. but teachers apparently,just can't leave us alone. and yet trying to accuse us of doing something tht we didn't do or do or whatever, i couldn't remember. it's really annoying sometimes,wouldn't u agree? but whatever,i don't give a tiny rats ass anyway. if i want to go to school,i'll be going because my dad said if i go like one weeks 4 times atleast,he said he's going to get me a chanel bag. hmmm. tempting, but i haven't decide yet. we'll see.
and also this sat and i m going to singapore trying to find my couz and probably slap him across his handsome face for being stupid, but then again,i love weddings. who knows i will just run up to him and hug him and give him the fake smile tht says 'i totally support u!'. he need to learn by himself,not me trying to make sense into him. and sunday, my family and i are heading to the beach to have a nice relaxing weekend. thank god! after everything tht had happen,i need this.

chriss@xoxo

update ppl!

ok lets get to the chase on what's been going on in my life ofcourse. allow me. first and foremost,my couz is about to so call propose to this girl he met in the bar. this matter has been growing very serious over the past few days,he suddenly didn't answers calls or msgs or emails. so,therefore,we are all worry over his ass,what is he going to do next. he just can't marry her or who ever tht girl is. it's just wrong and let alone his nature. he was kinda disappointed with me,i know. it happened 2 weeks ago,i called him and i tried to persuade him to come back and not to simply making decisions to married someone. he listened to me,he always does. all i have to do is beg a little bit,look thoughtfully into his eyes,and probably whine, it worked. he always listened to me despite everything. but this time he didn't. he said tht i' m the one who's always advicing him to get into a real relationship,and now he has one,why am i not happy for him? damn! i then said, i m happy for you tht you even considered about being in a real relationship,but i never said to marry someone. i told him,that this will not work out and your breaking your mom's heart by proposing to some girl in the bar who btw we all don't know. he then said tht,he always thought tht i m the one will understand him better than anyone else and clearly he is wrong. he also said tht he's really disappointed in me,and then... he click the phone shut. god. i want him to be happy of course,but now he's really acting like an immature spoilt brat. if he decided to marry her,fine,i stay put and support him. if tht is what he wants. but clearly his dad will never allowed. over his dead body more like. he just mentioned to us all this yesterday at our family dinner in this restaurant in a private room, with a small bar,and even a toilet,plus karaoke. i know we should all be bummed out or whatever,but i enjoyed having dinner there and having a drink. after one week of school hectic hours and tuition,i need stuff like tht to cool me down. cheers!
another thing was,on thursday last week,nate asked me not to go to school today,i was curious but then i was thinking,more hours for my beauty sleep,which idiot will say no right? i slept on till 11 o'clock and he woke me up again,asking me to stay awake because there's a suprise for me. i assumed he is going to showed up at my doorstep again but evidently i was wrong. a postman showed up,and he deliver a package for me. i tored it opened and it's a perfume. armani code for women. i love it. i called him and thank him and asked him why suddenly. he said very romantically,is to swept me off my feet. god i love him. who wouldn't? but sadly,he's mine. hands off bitch.
and guess what? my purchased had finally arrived today. as u can see,i bought a wrislet from COACH,and i purchased like nearly a month ago,and today it arrived at my doorstep. finally!
it's this limited edition coach signature beaded optic wristlet tht i can guarantee u,you can never find it in malaysia. never. i love it. so the next time if you see me carrying a small pouch around my wrist,you know tht's the one im talking about. keep staring to get an eyefull,cos trust me,soon i'll be changing into something else.and u know it.


P.S jess hunn,you know,i know, you never like coach item tht much.. just kidding, all the more,another reason for u to envy me.

you know you can't stand it. chriss@xoxo

annoying ppl!

now,its 3.40 am in the morning and i don't fancy freaking msgs or phone calls regarding why my blog hasn't been update yet. and for those who kept on sending msgs and asking me about why didnt i update my blog,is it due to im busy having sex with nate. u know who u r. no,for the last time,i m not. so be a dear,and pls don't bug me or else i will call nate to go after u. even if you're his best friend or best best friend,i don't care. haven't you heard,he's my man and he will kick your ass,if i say so. smile. now goodnight ppl! i will update it soon. you know you love me,chriss@xoxo

hey ppl!

well,let's see.. today is thursday and the time is 7.41 am and im at home browsing through my instyle magazine on my super soft lenient king size bed. ya,i know what you are thinking, you are thinking tht my ass should be at school right now,no doubt sitting on the school pavement for assembly. actually tht was my first option this morning when i got up,but halfway through the getting ready part,i realised,school? seriously? and i ask myself do i really want to go to school??before i could answer tht,i straight away went over to my dad's room and make an announcement tht i'm not going to school. they asked why of course,just to make it sound like they are responsible or something,but i know they could care less, so i told them,not really in a mood for a school day and i rather stay at home and watch one tree hill season 5. maybe later,i would go out and have breakfast with my friends too. obviously,my dad said ok. normally,if it's other parents,the answer is no,no way in hell actually. but not my dad,thank god. because my dad believed tht if he treat me now with everything i want to basically make me happy,then in future when he retire,i would do the same,treat him nicely back not just abandon him somewhere. i already told him,if now you get me what i want then in future you can get anything you want too,just say the name,a yacht,a mansion,anything,i'll get you as long as you get me anything i want now. tht's a promise indeed. so ya,tht be it, for as to why i m not at school this morning.
another thing,guess what happened this week? my dear couz called me on monday and informed me a very so called wonderful news. he is getting married it seems. not yet in the married part but he is about to buy the engagement ring and propose to some girl he met for like a few weeks and he claimed tht she's the one. and btw,he's only 19 and soon turning to 20. i assumed he was kidding of course,until my aunt and uncle came to my house on tuesday bringing the news tht it is true! so now basically my family is in a crisis,his dad is pissed off and he warned his son not to do stupid stuff or else he will cut him off from the family money and his mom is just stiff,she doesn't showed much expression but i know she's a mess inside. who wouldn't? my dad even personally warned me not to get on to my couz level. we'll see. oh and he even asked me to go ring shopping with him. charming. but still he's my couz and whatever decision he make,i will be there for him. still,. it be nice to have this wedding because i can be a bridesmaid then . an excuse for getting another designer dress. wait,. as if i ever need an excuse.

i think i go get my eye brow shave,i m just not happy.

chriss@xoxo

is finally here!

what an exhausting weekend. yesterday was our school sports day and it's hell! god,i regretted going. under the fucking hot sun and on the dirty fucking field plus the fucking sweat. eeeww! not a good combination at all. but thank god tht was my last time of attending a secondary school sports day. well,the sports sucks but i did receive a good news from louis vuitton yesterday,under the sun and on the mud. it seems tht the bag tht i heart,is here in malaysia! finally! it's called suhali lockit,and its 11,400 dollars. i jus had to have it. i call my dad right away of course,he said he'll considered it first because maybe in paris is cheaper or whatever, but its true,because maybe i'll change my mind and prefer longchamp new spring collection instead. so when i click off the phone,louis vuitton called again and it seems tht the suhali lockit tht is in the store right now,is alrd been booked by someone else. guess who's tht person? it's non-other than my aunt of course, she and her 4.5 carat diamond ring,ordered tht suhali a few weeks ago. and its finally in malaysia but its not mine! my aunt is such a bitch sometimes. since the bag is hers,if i want another one,i would have to ordered from paris or milan and wait somemore. god! so the next week,i will be following my aunt to louis vuitton and check it out. if i want it,i would have to place an order then.

another thing was,my dad got a new car. and he said he's giving me his previous car if i want,but im not interested in tht car and let alone driving it. so i asked him to throw or do whatever to the car because i want a new one plus i hate driving anyway. i don't understand why everyone is head over heels about driving and they just couldn't wait to drive,as for me,i dun really fancy driving tht much,i prefer to sit at the back sit and the chauffeur drive me away. which i will be,thanks to daddy i guess. oh and i just saw the latest runway collection for nine west this is it,the red carpet collection! its fabulous. i think its around 400 hundred or something but anything will do,i m getting it no matter wat. besides nine west shoes are cheap,the price range is only 1/4 quarter from my budget. so i need not to worry if i spent over. and btw,i don't even care if i spent over. if i wan something i will get it,despite the price, because trust me,the price is the last thing on earth tht is able to stop me from getting it. so you see,it won't be a problem.

and yesterday i went tea time with nate,and so and so and so. i gotta go get ready now,dinner time.

P .S jess,come with us next week. 1st,because i want to show you the dying bag. 2nd,because i want to show off for having a good taste, and 3rd because i know you're sick of your gucci,so go get your credit card and hit the shops. call me and let me know a.s.a.p

nobody does it better,chriss@xoxo

news update!

finally! a feedback from M. due to the circumstances... A will not be getting M's number. don't look so happy girls,A may not get M's number but she will be getting his email address instead!, talk about the 21st century,A.. e-mail add is as cool as the latest dolce and gabbana spring wear collection. apparently,the reason for M, unable to give his numb to A(who can't deny tht he wants to give so badly) due to his gf. it seems tht she found out tht A has been asking for M's number and she's acting like a typical gf ,so as everyone,a bitch. haven't you heard,M? we make everywhere we go as our own personal playground,it might look hard to be this fabulous,but for us it's as easy as stealing someone's else bf. and you particular will not be a challenge at all for A. and after the clock struck its precise time,A is going to strut down the street with her burberry tote and get on to business. no girls or any gfs or admires of him will stand a chance. and i bear my word for tht. well,gf of his or whatever you declare yourself as,when the time comes when M has been snatched away from you by A, don't feel bad,its just the beauty of life..its nothing personal,its just business afterall. so get ready your hermes handkerchief,(not like you could afford it,just a figure of speech) or tissue because i m very sure there be mascara running in the process. A go do your thing. and me and N,will stay close. believe me,i'll be the first one to find out,and you'll be the second. its not like i'm good at keeping secrets..


P.S i would recommend you to use christian dior waterproof mascara instead from now on. just in case, you'll never know..
you know im worth it,chriss@xoxo

a recently subject..you'll love this

a recently talked about subject,sex. ppl can be very mislead sometimes,very, indeed. well,dun blame them,they are only human,just like you and me, minus your security ofcourse. some talked about topic has spread the community,well,atleast the community tht i lived in, it has spread like a wildfire, as if marc jacobs has finally decided to have a sale.(not tht i shop during sales time,anyway) . so, the question,the dilemma,has been a stress lately to ppl whom i know personally, "whether to go to college as a virgin or not". now some ppl had alrd loose it,like in their freshmen year or whatever,and guess for those who is no longer a virgin,CONGRATULATIONS! on your achievements! but for those who regretted it,look on the bright side,atleast you need not have to be in this dilemma right now where most ppl are. the fear of going to college as a virgin,might make you a laughing stalk,bad reputation,inexperienced,immature,insecurity and some other reasons when you think of it, the more it make sense. but if you do go to college as a non-virgin,there's a possibility tht you be known as a slut or a whore,and a slut or a whore but earn a nice reputation and trust me,for collages,reputation is the only way to survive. tempting isn't it ppl? well,as for me,whatever.. i felt tht when the time is right,then it is right. i do not just do it because of the sake of collages,do it because you know he's the right guy and you love him,and when the time is right, of course. however,i do not fancy being a 30 years old virgin,.do you? i shall think not. but tough luck for you ppl getting out on tht one,because i alrd have a backup plan. well,every girl needs a plan B ppl. i might take a leaf out from jessica simpson.

P.S A is getting impatient,where is M anyway? a latest statement,it seems tht if she can't have M,nobody can. sorry hunn,but news update,we get whatever,whenever and whoever we want-even if they're already taken. and nobody especially you will stop us from getting what we want. A's about to strut down the revenge runway,and i have a front row seat with N. we'll see if this catfight looks good on the catwalk. i know my clothes will. time to hide behind my oversized chanel sunglasses to watch the show... and maybe,just maybe tht particular somebody will show up.
you know you want to,chriss@xoxo

greyish grey,consistent but acceptable

haven't been school for 2 days now. i gotta say,it is fun! school is all right,it could be great but the teachers are dull boring,the students are too,the school atmosphere sucks,the canteen food stinks and suck,well,basically everything in school is dull dead boring except...... for my closest pals of course. sometimes i wonder,we lose the main priority to, as why we go to school for. we go to school because of friends. there are friends there who hates us,loves us,backstabber ,hypocrite,kind,slut,saint,arrogant,uptight,dumb,smart ass nerd,it doesn't matter because we go to school because of them. and for those who said,i go to school to study,u can shut them up,thts wat they tell you but inside it's all the same,we go to school because of our friends there. and for those who does not have any friends,i feel sorry for you. because your missing out everything. but... school? a choice to stay at home or school? definitely home!
my couz came over to stay in my house for a few days. it has been fun and great. there are half white ppl although they look entirely white,like the americans. a guy and a girl my couz are. the guy is 19,named chris. and the girl is 15,named kate. we had fun joking around,having dinner together outside,drinking ect... i took them to explore places like ....jusco,tht is because there is nothing nice here in klang except for tht mall. and besides they know all about kl area in their sleep. so end up in jusco. we catch a movie and walk here and there,we ate hagen,catch a movie, and then ate again because it is so boring!!! you can't possibly shop there,the stores there sucks. its not really our cup of tea. if you get wat i mean. anyway,there are going home tommorow or friday,.i wan to hang out with them because who knows when is the next time i'll be able to see them. as im writing this post now,chris is sleeping beside me snoring like an idiot! while kate is busy flashing my fashion magazines. very adorable,but mislead. gotta get ready for dinner.

you know i want to,chriss@xoxo

a msg to the dearest slut.

honey, if u can't have him before what makes you think you can have him now? i see no difference now as he has alrd rejected you twice in the past,or would you prefer the 3 rd rejection coming on to your way? well, you obviously think that 3rd times the charm right? wake up you fucking bitch and get on with your life. nobody likes a cheap,slutty,fucking asshole right? i mean you would know best, considering your family cut you off for running away with guys and no doubt earning money through prostitution now. funny,how different our world and yours are and yet you still try to carry the fake pride and dignity tht you no longer owned in your fake boobs? tht can do me real a laugh. nate clearly state tht he doesn't want anything to do with you at all,so i suggest you to pack your bags and leave us alone before i personally would love to meet up with you. i can ruin you. not tht there's much left to be ruin. oh hunn,i hope you don't take this the wrong way,i try nice at first but tht seems physically impossible for you. plus,i was kind enough not to revealed who you are.. (cough).. amanda. oops sorry,it just slipped,honest.
your way of his league,dear. if you can get him,you wouldn't be sitting down and reading my post of the day anyway. clearly you can't.

P.S if your too stubborn to accept,well,tht happens to mind like yours,.i dare you to go and try get him. this way is much more fun,not only i get entertain,but i can see you being humialiate. scandal is my best friend,haven't you heard?

god!??

he wouldn't tell! he just wouldn't. i have been busting my ass off in every possible way a lady could do to get something out from a guy,he just wouldn't budge. who knew he was tht sincere. i have been doing so many alternatives,trust me. he WOULDN'T tell! .
nate!,why did u whispered 8 more months to go in my ear for?? if its secret u should have keep it to urself,u know i can't stand a secret right dear? i have to know wat is it. even if you wouldn't tel me,i have ways. worst come to worst,i m going to tel ur dad tht ur hiding something from me and it could be illegal or i could...seduce. i know u can't resist it dear. A suggested,one touch one word. tht would be fun,wouldn't it? u have ur secrets and i have mine.

P.S meeting is this friday and nate pls wear something tht surprises me. u know i can't resist u in tht suit. u could come over after the meeting and ............. . you know you love me,chriss@xoxo

awesome

im back,and tht's like 7++pm from kl. the high tea was all right,but its not up to my expectation though. i never fancy princess crowne hotel tht much,if i have a choice i would have choose some other hotel but too bad this hotel is only hosting the easter bunny high tea. it was all right,the chocolate bunnys all are very cute. the appetizers though, looks really cute but it sucks,trust me. it doesn't taste good at all. who would eat such a thing? its like they slice a cucumber,put tuna and wine mix plus an olive and a few sprinkles of almond. i dunno but others but all i know is tht i m very sure nate,i and yale(his husky) does not take a liking to this. trust me,if u were there,i m sure u will put on the same expression as i had earlier. but despite all tht,we had fun. its a buffet u see,we can take how many food we want,it doesn't matter, we fill up the table space by every type of food there,from the meringue down to the baked beef pies. obviously we didnt ate it all,i only took like 2 spoons out of every dish there. well some call it waste,i call it fun!
N was supposed to come with us,but she can't because she has to go out with her mom somewhere. talk about missing out all the fun. it was kinda fun actually,because as i was nearly done with my meal,i saw my uncle handerson and aunt victoria,they were shocked to see me there ofcourse let alone with a boy. but my uncle which also happens to be my godfather is really supportive and he loves me alot so as my aunt. i introduce nate to them and all,we talked forawhile then i have to part because my other aunt n uncle is coming over to my house. as nate drove in front of my house,he stop and he gave me a passionate kiss and he slowly whispered in my ear,8 more months to go. i was puzzled ofourse,i ask him but he wouldn't tell. so i gave up and say goodbye. i went into the house,and my aunt suprised me by buying a new cartier 4.5 carat diamond ring,it is beautiful. i would love to have tht on my finger one day. one day... who wouldn't? is not like everyone can afford it,right. lol. well,pretty much tht happened today,we ate,we bond,we gossip,we laughed,we discover a new secret,but its not for the blog. we enjoy. i enjoyed today mostly. and tomorrow school starts, and i have to go infront to get my award or something for the dbate competition. tht should be fun.. not!

P.S i can't wait for tommorow the news A is going to bring,talk about heart beating much.

chriss@xoxo

exhausted but still flawless

wow! yesterday was tiredsome. N came to my house after tuition,and she suggested to pig out. i was like,whatever.. and we went to the nearest store tht is situated near my house,tesco. i know,talk about the LAME factor. i can't wait to get out of this country preferably end of this year. and so be it,after the so called pig out,which in my other word is called compulsory physical nutritions,we then went up to mph,and looked for my latest magazines. sadly it is not there,and i suggested to go to mynews.com and there is this cute guy working there. eurasian,or whatever he is. he is cute. N was flattered and she post her winning smile. and me on the other hand,ya he is cute but he does not interest me. i told N to go and talk to him,until i remembered tht N is already taken by J(hot brazillian bf). well,this is the sad news,ppl, once you have a bf,you no longer had the privileges to walked up to guys or entertain any guy who walked up to you. so true,but who cares as we alrd have the guy of our dreams. and besides,shoving off guys are a gift for us,tht i won't deny. and then after all the distractions,we manage to buy my mag,and i bought the latest VOGUE and a few gossip magazines so as N. after tht,when we decided to hit the road, i wanted to buy this fabric or cloth,because i design something lately,and i m going to send it to the tailor,well,my brand is going to be printed out anyway. and then when we nearly hit the road,i saw a few pots of roses growing spectacularly and i just had to have it and of course i did! i placed it in my room now,and it look beautiful.
and after tht,when we reach home,its nearly 6,time to get ready to go to church! i dress up in an exclusive karl ng designer dress,and a pair of leather pumps plus with a fur clutch. i look amazing ofcourse,lol, and N wore this black hugging dress tht really takes the shape of her body and a pair of stilletos,plus a leather clutch and she looks gorgeous too. we all are as usual. church was all right,we turn many heads(not tht only at church but everywhere) when we arrived there LATE!! nothing like a good entrance. and guess wat? L is there,L turned up. Tht rich guy who use to hit on N and his friend S used to have a crush on me(every1 says tht) its a bit obvious too. ya they are rich but so wat? we blew them away long time ago,we have enough rich guys in our pockets alrd. and we saw L,tempting to walked over to us and talk,but he didn't dare. we blowed him off many times and we can do it again. its nearly 1.30 am i reached home and i change into my silk and hit the covers. tht is wat happened yesterday.

well,today i am supposed to go to the princess crowne hotel with nate for the high tea easter festival,which i will any minute now. nate is on his way. but sadly after the high tea,i have to come home straight away due to my uncle and my french princesses aunt plus my couz is coming over for dinner. nothing like a family quality time,more like gossiping night for me. but still,i misses them and i will attend later. guess shopping all have to wait.... maybe i could persuade my aunt to bring me shop,afterall she is a shopaholic. hav u seen her new Chanel bag? she purposely ask some1 to fly to paris for her and get her one since, afterall its the limited edition. welcome to my family world then. gtg i think nate is here.

P.S i know,envy much jess? i know you would.. you know you love me,chriss@xoxo

well,is A feeling threatened now tht there might be a possible chance tht C and N wants him? hmmm. i smelled jealousy in the air.. you know he's worth it,if only you have seen him,..he's way out of your league anyway. and my latest news came by,N is not interested in M. wat a pity? for us maybe.. but for A,one down and one more to go. but don't worry A,i have my my own model size replica of M to drool over already. he is all yours and go get him baby. never rest until you inherited him. you know you want to. well,A, snagging the last marc jacobs bag or someone's else boyfriend isn't always pretty,but it's always hot.

P.S as they said,jealousy and betrayal are the guest of honor.

CRUSH REALITY UPDATE!

guess wat? A happens to love M. i mean a crush. who wouldn't fall for M, he is hot!!!! how often do you see really smokin hot guy in klang anyway??? god y do i ever born in here,is a torture! no hot guys,no designer brand nearby,food is so______ you fill in the blank then i miss upper east side!.
A loves M, soon N loves M n soon C falls for M, and soon i smell a cat fight!! miaow! but hopefully it will not come to that because N is already all hot and taken by her brazilian bf(who happens to call me),C is loyal to her goddess sexy gentleman! now left A,the lonely gorgeous girl! i won't said i know this but she is gorgeous! gorgeous than you anyways. and its time to pack the bag and steal M from his gf. oh i might have forgot to mention,M is already spoken for,but since when has that ever stop A?? or any of us. wink* . now this i can smell a catfight coming up,and i'll be there under my chanel sunglasses watching. well, we aren't always the nicest people in the world,but we make up for it in looks and taste.
welcome to our world,where my friends and i get what i want,when we want and who we want-even if they're already taken. wink*

gtg ,church waiting.. i might be going totally for the wrong reason.


chriss@xoxo

floating on heaven. or something!

have you ever heard the story of, some romantic couples scenes where the guy upset the girl,the girl is upset,then the boy in turn is upset,the girl will stay away and the guy will keep on apologising n calling,the girl ignores and boom,the guy appear in the girl doorstep the next day in the late midnight? ya what goes around comes around i guess. cos nate show up. god i love him. as i was busy reading my INSTYLE magazine yesterday at 1am in the morning. i figure,how long can i be avoiding him right? he is my bf afterall,so i sent him a msg saying hey,r u sleeping? and he reply saying, im coming over to your house now,and i'll be there soon. i was like utterly perplexed,no doubt. at 2am,he really show up. and i slowly sneak him into my room,every1 was sleeping. and he took his sandals and hid it,so tht my family will not know tht he is in my house. he came into my room, and the 1st thing i do is i went over and hug him,after all the emotional events,dbate,i just really need a warmth loving hug from him. and he hold me tight and stroked my hair. i bury my face into his shoulders,my knight in his shining armour. when i pull away,i look at him and he said sorry and tht he loves me and that he do not want to hurt me or upset me again,i apologise too for being very needy & high maintenance sometimes. he just shook his head and said,your perfect the way i want you to be. of course,when every guy told a girl,your perfect,you just sorta felt tht your heart is melting. god i love him,i love his eyes,his hair,his chest,his everything. and after all the awkward moments,we play along. its 3am and we were playing and all. it was really fun. and make out. until we got very tired and just fell on the bed with him by my side,cuddling and we fell asleep. his warmth body holding me tight, i love his scent,giorgio armani. and when i were about to doze off,he whisper something really sweet and romantic,but i was too tired to understand or response i just smiled. we woke up at 11,and since no one is at home,i made coffee for him and tea for me,we sit and talk forawhile and then he went home bcos his dad was looking for him. ITS ALL SO WORTH IT FOR NOT COMING TO SCHOOL TODAY FOR THIS. oh and easter holiday is coming! nate is bringing me this sunday to princess crowne hotel to have an Easter holiday high-tea. you know i just couldn't resist those cute little petite chocolate eclairs,i m definitely going and we are going maybe to shopping later or catch a movie at the mid-valley gold class cinema since i always wanted to go there. lucky me. wink*

P.S , i m going to church tonight with nicole because of good friday. it's been over a year now,i did not attend church,but hey you got to start somewhere,right?

you know i got to go,chriss@xoxo
(addmaths tuition coming up)

1st day

well,im writting a blog. i figured,since i always wanted to have one,but unable to, due to a very busy life,i might have some time now. although,i don't really have much experiences,but some said blogging is girls best friend,but as for me,my leather pumps are mine BFF. i guess i shall start with my personality review then,

name,christine a,k,a chris
age,16++
favourites,jimmy choo,vera,couz,partying,paris,milan,cocktails,vodka tonic(u should have some),my wardrobe,friends,perfume,lions,one tree hill,gossip girls,nicole kidman,orlando bloom,david beckham,bcbg max azria,n.y fashion week,keira knightley,paris hilton,diamonds,pearls ,...you name it,i consider it maybe. wink*
school,smk batu unjur

update in my life,

just lost in a debate competition,i m not fucking over it yet,i just hope ppl will stop congratulating me n my friends for getting 2nd place. 1st of all,in dbate,there is no 1st or 2nd or 3rd place,ITS one winner and the rest are losers! its us, against bukit kemuning whom im really sure does not DEServe to win! actually,not only me tht is sure,the whole of klang schools,majority, is behind our back,they believed we were suppose to win,which i believe too. the kemunings are so unproffesional,rude,provoking,an ass,their points sucks,and yet the won. guess y? becos of the fucking judges. need i say more?

oh, i sort of fighting with nate,my bf nate. its not really fighting,i just dunno wat to name it so i say fight. he was suposed to come to see me in my dbate competition,but he cant bcos of his work n his dad pressuring him n all. come on,he's only 21 n his dad wants him to take over his multi-million company. well,in short. he can't come,i got angry,he got angry,then i want a time out,then he's been sms-ing n calling me ever since,apologising. its 12am in the morning now n i m pretty sure he will show up in my door step later. there is one thing u guys doesn't know about him,he's a goddess yet a gentleman. i m sure he wil show up later.but either way,i have to face him sooner or later.

thts all for today i guess,because i m lost in writing more n i do not want to write anything tht i'll regret. god i love secrets! wink*
you know wat to do, chriss@xoxo