ppl changed. and sometimes, it leaves u in great despair and ache knowing tht, u used to know this guy and he changed.. sometimes it really sucks, having to have tht feeling.
but i learned today from someone tht, ppl changed. is just part of life, part of the circle of life.
is not the matter tht he changed, matters, is tht, at the end of the day, is he worth it? is he worth fighting for and is he worth all ur time and love and effort?
to be able to know all these, we put them to the test, only time can tell.
lately, it hasnt been easy for me. nor to him. lately, there';s just too much crap tht has been catching up to us. i try. i try to stay strong, keep my head cool, my heart open, my mind close. i tried. but i failed, n because of tht, i felt really weak and vulnerable.
sigh...
someone actually just told me, i feel its gonna work out for u. i feel tht its gonna be worth it, at the end of the day. and i smile.
loosing ur heart desire is one thing. but giving ur heart to somebody else, thts the scary part.
im not going anywhere, i care and i love him. if tht is not enough, then i dun know wat is. u tell me.
