just silence.

my dad used to be very close to me, it was like our little secret. and every night he'd come in and he'd tuck me in and he'd kiss me on the forehead telling me tht he loves me. but no more now. he sort of left. not physically but spiritually n emotionally i guess.

i remember lying in bed for the first time and just feeling silence, you know. then realizing for the rest of my life that it was gone,everything was gone , his voice and the way it used to soothe me, just all of it. so i guess i tried to find new songs to fill that quiet, but none of them ever really have. Everyone;s is gone . There's just silence...There's just silence.