i need to

I just cant describe the condition i m in now to you, because i couldnt find a phrase for it. For someone who seems like want to be a writer or change the world someday, i fail to find those words that is able to mean something and mean to someone.

i'm sorry for everything for starter, but i know sorry just doesnt cut it anymore. but i am.

sometimes relationship just seems so simple and easy but lately it seems like it's a mess. isnt it?
it may seems like a huge mess and just sometimes i just feel like diving into tht mess.

life too short , if u love someone and want to be with them , then go get them. Deal with the mess later. you don't know wat tomoro will bring.

right now, just right now. i need to believe in something. because without hope, i don't think i'm able to breathe.