heeee :)

You see, it's later already, so i did come back and blog somemore. heee.

Anyway, there's a few updates in my life recently i guess.

Some GIRL, starts calling me a bimbo and a slut and la la la. I dont really know what is her problem but i'm guessing, maybe she is just jealous, bored, insecure?. But i seriously gotta give it to her for taking the time and effort to actually write a whole long nasty post about me in her blog. Such devotion she showed to me. Half of her facts is so damn fukking wrong anyway. *CLAP LOUDLY.*

Here's her link anyway that talks 101 about chrissy the bimbo much for light entertainment reading. Lol. oh and btw, she's 22 already. seriously? fukking seriously? 22 years old trying to play/fight with an 18 years old. HAHAHA. That seriously cracks me up. Such a laughing toad.


http://alletsstella.blogspot.com/2010_01_01_archive.html

Haven't you heard, you're nobody until you're talked about.


Moving on, College started, back to college! but then again the term's ending and so is my sem. God forbids if i fail this sem. but i have been very very lazey tho. still not to worries, failing is not an option for me so it will not come to that.

New gadget! i finally got myself a new laptop after so long, since the time i last lost my laptop in a place call home, starbucks :( but then again lost is not really the correct term, kidnap is more accurate. SOMEBODY FUKKING KIDNAP MY LAPTOP and i'm surprise they didnt hold it for ransom, is my baby maaa. I would pay any amount to get it back and my dad would prolly ask me to go fuck myself. LOL.

Staying at home(starbucks) pun boleh kena curi. ape laaa. But no matter, the sad tears are gone and it has been replace with happy tears now. I got myself the HP PAVILLION DV series range, the design and everything damn sleek wei. Couldnt be happier and god forbids if i ever loose this one again.


I realised that there are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroads. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. or perhaps the rest of our lives

And, of course when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around and go back.

But, once in a while, people push onto something better.

Something found just beyond the pain of going it alone. And just beyond the bravery and courage it takes to let someone in.

Or to give someone a second chance.

Something beyond the quiet persistence of a dream.

Because, it's only when you’re tested that you truly discover who you are.

And, it's only when you're tested that you discover who you can be.

The person you want to be does exist; somewhere on the other side of hard work and faith and belief. And, beyond the heartache and fear of what lies ahead.

No it hasnt been easy, and i dont think is going to get easy now either.

There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment, you must choose your direction. Will you fight to stay on path? Will others tell you who you are? Or will you label yourself? Will you be haunted by your choice? Or will you embrace your new path? Each morning you choose to move forward or simply give up.

In this desperate moment who will you be? Will you let down your defenses, and find solace in someone unexpected? Will you reach out? Will you face your greatest fear bravely? And move forward with faith. Or will you succumb to the darkness in your soul?

i'm done blogging now, off to classs i must. damn it.