not my day--

my best friend,N. she decided to come down all the way from bukit bintang to visit me since the last time i saw her was during spm result day. i miss her so therefore, i ask her to come down and we shall hang out, chill and do girl's stuff together.

D, her guy, fetch her all the way from bb to my house. what a sweetheart right? i really thought, we will just be hanging out in my room, didnt thought tht we will be going out. so.... i woke up late of course, and she came barging in to my room and started teasing, "chriss u ass, faster get up,we r going out now". i was like, ???????? .damn, so i got up, quickly put something on and follow her out of the gate, into D's car. as we were on the way to starbucks. lol. i really dun know why, but it has always been starbucks. everything was fine, and normal, making jokes, crap alot, i was cursing mostly because i was seriously not awake yet. and then all of a sudden, D's new PDA was beeping and N took the PDA and found out tht it was a text msg . and she opened it and found out tht this girl has been sending sweet sweet msgs to him, such as calling him darling and such. basically,very lovey-dovey and trust me, there;s something there.

she was shocked, and she asked him, who the hell is tht? he was alrd tense and panic, i noticed.
and he claims tht she is his cousin sister and whatever crap and she;s only like 12.
i mean, wtf. !!!!!!!!!!! how dumb u think N is? clearly he was lying and he was silent all the way to the mall. N was piss off, and she came to the conclusion tht D , is cheating on her.

what has happened throughout the day is private, therefore, i cant spill it all on a public blog. but basically, its not a happy ending. its pretty messy in the end. and tht is enough to ruin my mood. sigh.. seeing N, being hurt and upset. it upsets me too.

and i thought tht was all the drama for today, when i decided to go to the toilet, it so happens, i saw my ex, and his gf there. i was like , shit. shit. shit. i mean , this is the 1st time, i saw the girl he cheated on with me. god. i was like cursing and cursing. its weird seeing him with her. i mean, is not like i care anymore, is not like i want him anymore, but i just cant deny tht, it really disturbed me. my mind was seriously blank and my mood became gloomy. i dun know y. i never expected it to be like this. is not like, i want him tht way. hell no. .
but it did troubled me.

today was not a good day. my mind is troubled, my mood is tense. i felt despair actually. its sad.
i wish to sleep it off. and u know wat, i am going to do tht now. goodnight ppl.