WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: (COKE,4.30AM in the morning)
2. Last phone call: (Chris,asking me where the hell was i, but infact i was in the kitchen =.=)
3. Last text message: (Lily, asking me to go lepak with her)
4. Last song you listened to: (Jesse mccartney-How do u sleep)
5. Last time you cried: [NOW, just finish watching a sad ending on ugly betty]
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: (i wont call tht dating)
7. Been cheated on: (Nope)
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: (not really)
9. Lost someone special: (ya i did, people always leave)
10. Been depressed: (like duh!?)
11. Been drunk and threw up: (drunk? YEAH! threw up? NO NO)
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. PRISTINE WHITE
13. NAVY BLUE
14. RED
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: (YES i have ^^)
16. Fallen out of love: (yes, but it doesnt matter)
17. Laughed until you cried: (yes)
18. Met someone who changed you: (not really, i am still who i am)
19. Found out who your true friends were: (no need for tht cos i alrd know who they r)
20. Found out someone was talking about you: (You are nobody until ur talked about)
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: (eeww. NO? XD)
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life?: (errr.. 80% or so)
23. How many kids do you want to have: ( 2 boys)
24. Do you have any pets: (err, if u call a pond full of fishes and tht attention seeking whore birds a pet, then i guess, yeah i do)
25. Do you want to change your name: (maybe?)
26. What did you do for your last birthday: (my dad took us all to japan,right b4 spm,and i got anything i wanted in tiffany's)
27. What time did you wake up today: (4pm)
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: (Online, chatting,eating,crapping)
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: (My own house?)
30. Last time you saw your Mother: (this morning,6.02am)
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: (i would change how things are currently now)
32. What are you listening to right now: (jesse mccartney again)
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: (errr.. no?)
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: (The attention whore birds tht r making alot of noises)
35. Most visited webpage: (Youtube)
36. Whats your real name: (christine)
37. Nicknames: (Chriss,Chrissy,tin tin=.=, baby girl =.=)
38. Relationship Status: (single)
39. Zodiac sign: (Scorpio,sheep/lamb)
40. Male or female?: (Female)
41. Elementary?: (honestly,i have forgotten)
42. Middle School?: (errr.. forgotten, really)
43. High school/college?: (smkbu)
44. Hair colour: (brownish, a few strands of golden-ish colour)
45. Long or short: (Long)
46. Height: (166cm i think)
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: (now? not really)
48: What do you like about yourself?: (my persistency sometimes)
49. Piercings: (a pair on my ears)
50. Tattoos: (dun have one now, but will one day)
51. Righty or lefty: (righty)
FIRSTS:
52. First surgery: (never i think)
53. First piercing: (when i was young,my momma trick me)
54. First best friend: (i only have one so far, nicole)
55. First sport you joined: (errr.. running on the field)
56. First vacation: (couldnt remember, but disneyland in tokyo i think)
58. First pair of trainers: (when i reach puberty? nah kidding, couldnt remember)
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: (ate MCd just now)
60. Drinking: (plain old water)
61. I'm about to: (go sleeepp, heck, its 6am alrd=.=)
62. Listening to: (those damn attention seeking whore birdies)
63. Waiting on: (honestly? MY BED!!!!)
YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids?: (yeah)
65. Get Married?: (OF COURSE!)
66. Career?: (we'll see how things goes. jk. of course)
WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: (EYES)
68. Hugs or kisses: (ME LIKE KISSY KISSY)
69. Shorter or taller: (Taller but not too tall)
70. Older or Younger: (OLder)
71. Romantic or spontaneous: (can it be romantic and spontaneous at the same time?)
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: (BOTH! dun mind me adding, legs too)
73. Sensitive or loud: (SENSITIVE)
74. Hook-up or relationship: (relationships)
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: (trouble maker is funnay)
HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: (so far no, but if ppl were to dare me, now thts gonna be a whole different answer now)
77. Drank hard liquor: (i dunno, is vodka all consider hard liquor?)
78. Lost glasses/contacts: (sunglasses yaaaaa. i broke it by sitting on it T.T)
79. Sex on first date: (NO)
80. Broken someone's heart: (yessss...)
82. Been arrested: (errr. not arrested but been caught before by the police)
83. Turned someone down: (yeah.. normal thing, no?)
84. Cried when someone died: (no no, i laugh my ass off when someone died. of cos i cried)
85. Fallen for a friend?: (err.. how can u have fallen for a stranger? he has to be ur friends 1st, no?)
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: (yeah i do, most of the time)
87. Miracles: (of course, eveything is possible)
88. Love at first sight: (In a way, yeah)
89. Heaven: (yes)
90. True love : (all the way, i believe in always and forever)
91. Kiss on the first date: (ah thts normal)
92. Angels: (Ofcourse, castiel :P)
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: (sigh.. in a way, yea)
95. Did you sing today?: (i always sing)
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: (sigh.. if u call tht cheating, well then, yea)
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: (i would go back to ammend the mistakes i have made)
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: (it would be the day i thought i fallen in love with my ex, because it was wonderful)
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: (YES, VERY MUCH)
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: (ah im finally done, going to bed now. night ppl)
Monday, May 25, 2009
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
I wouldn't have it any other way.
Its raining. Couldn't be more perfect.. the finishing touch.
Sigh.
I guess this was it, for them. They just pick up and drove away without any goodbyes. And i don't think they'll be coming back. They are gone for good.
I love them since the day i know about them. I watched them go through so many struggle, obstacles and pain in life and finally,. finally, the worst have past and i know, starting from now, everything is going to be all right with them. It feels like a beginning of always. A promise. A reward for persisting through life so long alone. and finally, they have it.
It saddens me, but i couldn't think of a more perfect person in the world to deserve this than they do. I love them. And i wouldn't have it any other way.
I look at them and some how i feel safer. I don't know if i can explain that, but they give me hope.
__________________________________________________
I sat down and gaze around. In a room which i remembered clearly.
Matt : You think about him much?
Chriss : Every day.
Sigh.
I guess this was it, for them. They just pick up and drove away without any goodbyes. And i don't think they'll be coming back. They are gone for good.
I love them since the day i know about them. I watched them go through so many struggle, obstacles and pain in life and finally,. finally, the worst have past and i know, starting from now, everything is going to be all right with them. It feels like a beginning of always. A promise. A reward for persisting through life so long alone. and finally, they have it.
It saddens me, but i couldn't think of a more perfect person in the world to deserve this than they do. I love them. And i wouldn't have it any other way.
I look at them and some how i feel safer. I don't know if i can explain that, but they give me hope.
Because, we all can use a little hope sometimes. That feeling that everything's is going to be okay and that there's going to be someone there to help make sure of that.
I wouldn't have it any other way for them. Sometimes happiness doesn't come from money or fame or power. Sometimes happiness comes from good friends and family and the quiet nobility of leading a good life. I wouldn't have it any other way.__________________________________________________
I sat down and gaze around. In a room which i remembered clearly.
Matt : You think about him much?
Chriss : Every day.
Monday, May 18, 2009
hottie,bastards,idiots.. and friends.
im bored and i currently have a few minutes left to spare before my dinner. im cooking actually =.= for myself only, cos i cant eat those food on the table now. lost my appetite i guess.
anyway, last saturday, i and a bunch of my friends went out to yumcha, 1st the location was in MCD and then it shifted off to a mamak place but boy, was there ALOT of ppl tht showed up. i barely recognize half of them. there were just alot of ppl. we were all sitting in the mamak and u can easily see, our group is the biggest there. but i have fun seeing my old frens again as i miss them, some tht actually went off to college and they came home during the weekends and some who are actually too damn busy with their life.
i was sitting in the mamak and out of no where, 2 tables from ours, i sense tht someone was looking at me, i turn and stare and it was tht girl, it took me a while to remember who the hell is she. she looks awfully familiar but i cant seem to place her. and i asked one of my other friend and she told me, that's the twins from my old school, previous school. then only i realised ah, tht girl. i dun know why, she keep staring at me. wtf wei. i was busy talking to my friends, she keep on looking at me, not only look and then she turn aside and whisper to her guy friends or bf's or whatever about it and they all started to turn their head and look at me.
damn i just got so annoyed, i really did. so i look at them back, roll my eyes and do a mock grin. i think they were shocked for a moment, but they still look. bastards! =.=
nvm, before i actually let my temper get the best of me, out of no where, this hottie showed up. ok, i dun know him. but damn, was he hot.
he has like the sexiest body ever with the right muscles in place, is neither too big nor too small , is just purr-fect. and he was wearing a black shirt, and damn, it accents his body shape, line and muscles perfectly. i couldn't keep my eyes of him. i dun normally stare at guys. face it, its sorta their job. LOL.
and he was wearing this white bermuda crop pants. and with a cap too.
such handsome face he has, perfect feature. and i was nudging my friend to check him out. and she was like, frowning at me. asking me to concentrate, get my head in the game or something cos she was in the midst of telling me something important. so I did, i channel back my full concentration on her and out of no where i hear tht hottie speak and he was speaking in ENGLISH. damn! i just squealed in my sit and i was like telling my friend, omfg he speaks english too. now he has like the whole package. perfect! XD LOL.
so from time to time, i will occasionally glance at him and my fren, ya she did, she smack me in the forehead pulak. =.= i was lik, wth?? and she was *rolling her eyes*. damn. he was hot. :(
but i went home anyway, knowing me, its all just harmless fun, i wont take it to the next level. as i got up from my sit and went to the car, those bastards stare again. idiots.
i guess tht is all. time for my dinner now. Itadakimasu. ^^
anyway, last saturday, i and a bunch of my friends went out to yumcha, 1st the location was in MCD and then it shifted off to a mamak place but boy, was there ALOT of ppl tht showed up. i barely recognize half of them. there were just alot of ppl. we were all sitting in the mamak and u can easily see, our group is the biggest there. but i have fun seeing my old frens again as i miss them, some tht actually went off to college and they came home during the weekends and some who are actually too damn busy with their life.
i was sitting in the mamak and out of no where, 2 tables from ours, i sense tht someone was looking at me, i turn and stare and it was tht girl, it took me a while to remember who the hell is she. she looks awfully familiar but i cant seem to place her. and i asked one of my other friend and she told me, that's the twins from my old school, previous school. then only i realised ah, tht girl. i dun know why, she keep staring at me. wtf wei. i was busy talking to my friends, she keep on looking at me, not only look and then she turn aside and whisper to her guy friends or bf's or whatever about it and they all started to turn their head and look at me.
damn i just got so annoyed, i really did. so i look at them back, roll my eyes and do a mock grin. i think they were shocked for a moment, but they still look. bastards! =.=
nvm, before i actually let my temper get the best of me, out of no where, this hottie showed up. ok, i dun know him. but damn, was he hot.
he has like the sexiest body ever with the right muscles in place, is neither too big nor too small , is just purr-fect. and he was wearing a black shirt, and damn, it accents his body shape, line and muscles perfectly. i couldn't keep my eyes of him. i dun normally stare at guys. face it, its sorta their job. LOL.
and he was wearing this white bermuda crop pants. and with a cap too.
such handsome face he has, perfect feature. and i was nudging my friend to check him out. and she was like, frowning at me. asking me to concentrate, get my head in the game or something cos she was in the midst of telling me something important. so I did, i channel back my full concentration on her and out of no where i hear tht hottie speak and he was speaking in ENGLISH. damn! i just squealed in my sit and i was like telling my friend, omfg he speaks english too. now he has like the whole package. perfect! XD LOL.
so from time to time, i will occasionally glance at him and my fren, ya she did, she smack me in the forehead pulak. =.= i was lik, wth?? and she was *rolling her eyes*. damn. he was hot. :(
but i went home anyway, knowing me, its all just harmless fun, i wont take it to the next level. as i got up from my sit and went to the car, those bastards stare again. idiots.
i guess tht is all. time for my dinner now. Itadakimasu. ^^
Sunday, May 17, 2009
golfing
A pool of dark freezing water.. ~
Dun mind me, was just ranting.
I woke up rather early today, cos my cous,C and J came to my house to past some stuff to my grandpappa n those idiots barged in my room n woke me up. they were like, "chriss honey, wake up, we're going out" n I told them, I can't cos I have other plans but.. Eventually I went with them too n cancel my plans cos they were all like, who could be more important than us?? *roll eyes*
But before I actually got up n go wash myself up, my bed n blanket all suddenly look so nice n soft n comfortable, like some sort of freaking marshmallow craze going on, n my room feels damn cold because of the air conditioner, 3 seconds later, I dooze off again. They were too busy admiring my wall I think to even noticed n finally they let me be forawhile. But I was always the nice one so I ask them to sleep with me. But they didn't, they just lay down n waited for me. They r sometimes real sweet, to me only tho. To others... Well thts a different story. Its nice to have that feeling sometimes, the feeling of being cradled n they do cradle me.
I woke up an hour later, J was downstairs with my grandmomma while C was playing games with his iPhone. I asked C, where r we going. Originally, they intend on going to pavillion n shop, but I told them, I think I had enough shopping experiences to last me a life time. I eventually suggested Golf out of no where.
surprisingly they r ok with it n I took my dad's golf club(hard time convincing my dad but he allowed in the end) , head back to my cous house to get their own set of golf club n I invited my uncle to come along. Cos frankly speaking, I suck, I need a proper guidance. We went to the course n boy. It was freaking tiring. DAmn it was hot. And damn,golf is hard. =.=
I honestly dun know wat on god's earth am I doing. -__-
Golf eventually took away the whole afternoon n evening n since I was that tired n I smell, I decided to go home cos my other uncle n aunts r coming over later.
Sigh.. Next time,go with the shopping. golf?! Really?
Goodnight. heading to bed now.
*on my bed blogging this*
Dun mind me, was just ranting.
I woke up rather early today, cos my cous,C and J came to my house to past some stuff to my grandpappa n those idiots barged in my room n woke me up. they were like, "chriss honey, wake up, we're going out" n I told them, I can't cos I have other plans but.. Eventually I went with them too n cancel my plans cos they were all like, who could be more important than us?? *roll eyes*
But before I actually got up n go wash myself up, my bed n blanket all suddenly look so nice n soft n comfortable, like some sort of freaking marshmallow craze going on, n my room feels damn cold because of the air conditioner, 3 seconds later, I dooze off again. They were too busy admiring my wall I think to even noticed n finally they let me be forawhile. But I was always the nice one so I ask them to sleep with me. But they didn't, they just lay down n waited for me. They r sometimes real sweet, to me only tho. To others... Well thts a different story. Its nice to have that feeling sometimes, the feeling of being cradled n they do cradle me.
I woke up an hour later, J was downstairs with my grandmomma while C was playing games with his iPhone. I asked C, where r we going. Originally, they intend on going to pavillion n shop, but I told them, I think I had enough shopping experiences to last me a life time. I eventually suggested Golf out of no where.
surprisingly they r ok with it n I took my dad's golf club(hard time convincing my dad but he allowed in the end) , head back to my cous house to get their own set of golf club n I invited my uncle to come along. Cos frankly speaking, I suck, I need a proper guidance. We went to the course n boy. It was freaking tiring. DAmn it was hot. And damn,golf is hard. =.=
I honestly dun know wat on god's earth am I doing. -__-
Golf eventually took away the whole afternoon n evening n since I was that tired n I smell, I decided to go home cos my other uncle n aunts r coming over later.
Sigh.. Next time,go with the shopping. golf?! Really?
Goodnight. heading to bed now.
*on my bed blogging this*
Friday, May 15, 2009
the part of grace tht sucks.
the hardest time will always be in the night. when the sun goes down, when everyone is asleep, tht is when you can truly hear silence.
i come in here and i sit in silence and hear the echoes of who we used to be. and so, i wish for patience, and grace, and strength to just let him be who he wants to be. mostly i pray for the strength to not make his life worse because of what i want.
i know there's a reason for everything
that comes and goes
but so many ppl are looking to me
to be strong and to fight
but im just surviving
i may be weak but im never defeated
and i'll keep believing
in cloud with that sweet silver lining
most days, i try my best to put on a brave face
but inside, my bones are cold and my heart breaks
but all the while
there's something there keeping me safe and alive
i wont give up like this
i will be given strength
and now that Ive found it
nothing can take that away
chriss,
goodnight.
i come in here and i sit in silence and hear the echoes of who we used to be. and so, i wish for patience, and grace, and strength to just let him be who he wants to be. mostly i pray for the strength to not make his life worse because of what i want.
i know there's a reason for everything
that comes and goes
but so many ppl are looking to me
to be strong and to fight
but im just surviving
i may be weak but im never defeated
and i'll keep believing
in cloud with that sweet silver lining
most days, i try my best to put on a brave face
but inside, my bones are cold and my heart breaks
but all the while
there's something there keeping me safe and alive
i wont give up like this
i will be given strength
and now that Ive found it
nothing can take that away
chriss,
goodnight.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Always and almost forever
I can't accept that our story doesn't have a good ending.
"Our story already has the greatest ending, no matter what... because we're together."
IT matters to me, its what got me here.
"Our story already has the greatest ending, no matter what... because we're together."
IT matters to me, its what got me here.
ah damn it.. lolli lolli pop baby
Thanks to my friend, A, the crazy bubbly biatch,who has finally succeeded in brain washing my delicate brain into listening to Korean songs..
the big bang, they r called.
not bad i would say, ya they have the looks, the style, ect.. and im addicted to their lollipop song now. its darn cute, the rhythm and such -.-
so every time, if u see me go,
"Lolli Lolli Lollipop Oh you’re my Lollipop
Lolli Lolli Lollipop Boy you’re my lollipop
Lolli lolli lollipop oh lolli-pop-pop"
do forgive me cos i cant seem to fukking stop. lol.
ah its 3.45 am now, as im writing this blog, i can hear my dad downstairs screaming at the tv again. guess MU is playing tonight. its his life,i tell ya.
anyway, i went over to A's house today and we bake, errr, cupcakes. it taste delicious cos i purposely add more cocoa powder into the bater without she looking, cos she was busy dancing to her Korean songs. supposedly, i should be following the instructions in the book but screw it, i follow my way, chrissy way and thank god tht it turn out well. is like once in a lifetime sorta thing going on. so im pretty amazed by it.
and then we settle down and watched slumdog millionaire. finally! i watched it. u know before this, when i heard the name slumdog millionaire, i kept on thinking the movie is about a bunch of black ppl playing basketball and try to make it to the nba or something. clearly something has gone wrong with my fukking brain. sigh. T.T
but the movie was nice, nicer than i have anticipated. it was touching and at the same time, very meaningful. couldnt help not noticing, but the movie is about love too in a way. the love tht revolves around fate and destiny. those kinda rare love you dun see everyday in real life. i admired tht. and i long for it somehow.
its been a long day and quite tiring frankly. cam whoring was also part of the activity today. snap snap snap. and my dad was like, girl, dun u know better than to post ur pics on the net?? and i was like, its for my fans daddy. haha. jk. cos i honestly dunno wat shit i said just now.
there;s just one more task to do before i hit the sack, i have been waiting for tht ever since i could remember, and its finally here. its finally here.
goodnight.
i dun know y, but i noticed, my cheeks are very rosy tonight. lol. night.
the big bang, they r called.
not bad i would say, ya they have the looks, the style, ect.. and im addicted to their lollipop song now. its darn cute, the rhythm and such -.-
so every time, if u see me go,
"Lolli Lolli Lollipop Oh you’re my Lollipop
Lolli Lolli Lollipop Boy you’re my lollipop
Lolli lolli lollipop oh lolli-pop-pop"
do forgive me cos i cant seem to fukking stop. lol.
ah its 3.45 am now, as im writing this blog, i can hear my dad downstairs screaming at the tv again. guess MU is playing tonight. its his life,i tell ya.
anyway, i went over to A's house today and we bake, errr, cupcakes. it taste delicious cos i purposely add more cocoa powder into the bater without she looking, cos she was busy dancing to her Korean songs. supposedly, i should be following the instructions in the book but screw it, i follow my way, chrissy way and thank god tht it turn out well. is like once in a lifetime sorta thing going on. so im pretty amazed by it.
and then we settle down and watched slumdog millionaire. finally! i watched it. u know before this, when i heard the name slumdog millionaire, i kept on thinking the movie is about a bunch of black ppl playing basketball and try to make it to the nba or something. clearly something has gone wrong with my fukking brain. sigh. T.T
but the movie was nice, nicer than i have anticipated. it was touching and at the same time, very meaningful. couldnt help not noticing, but the movie is about love too in a way. the love tht revolves around fate and destiny. those kinda rare love you dun see everyday in real life. i admired tht. and i long for it somehow.
its been a long day and quite tiring frankly. cam whoring was also part of the activity today. snap snap snap. and my dad was like, girl, dun u know better than to post ur pics on the net?? and i was like, its for my fans daddy. haha. jk. cos i honestly dunno wat shit i said just now.
there;s just one more task to do before i hit the sack, i have been waiting for tht ever since i could remember, and its finally here. its finally here.
goodnight.
i dun know y, but i noticed, my cheeks are very rosy tonight. lol. night.
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